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Back for the time being.
Saturday, September 10, 2011 @ 11:44 AM
Hi people, It's been awhile isn't it. It's been more than 4 months since i last updated my blog.
Well, life right now at the moment really sucks. But of course I had my time as well.
only 4 months but I'm already in my 3rd camp.
I hate the feeling where you say hi and go, say hi and go.
Life in Tekong was definitely bad. You are like a worthless piece of trash there. I hated th life there. But without a doubt, camaraderie was formed. And, the thing i learned there was to endure every single thing and that life wouldn't be as peaceful as always.
Though i seriously doubt anything in my life would be as bad as that. In the working world, it would only be realistic and normal that you would leave the place if things isn't going your own way.
I didn't really mind being a commander or man this 2 years. Firstly, I thought SAf didn't really knew what leader actually meant. Looking at superficial factors and people being wayang and loud is good. Those that are not, are labelled at the lower tier. Being educated dosen't makes you a good leader while someone who dosen't ahve any education backgrounds does not mean that he is incapable of leading. In actual fact, leadership is inborned and they really shouldn't forced every singaporean men to be able to lead. It's also the reason why there are 'not so good' commanders lying around everywhere. I once heard upon people saying. I can forgive stupidity but not incompetent.
I didn't managed to get into SCS, but that's not the main reason why I'm sad. The sad thing perhaps is the fact that many of my friends either got into OCS or SCS and I did not. But well, life is like that. There's always someone up there and someone below. And just nice, in this context, I'm the one below. But this perhaps is a blessing in disguise. I got posted into SI, and never did I knew that i would be in chalet for 2 weeks. I learned alot on computer skills here, not only that, the people here were awesome, although there were a few boo0boos ehre and there but it actually makes the whole course more interesting and they are actually okay if you get to know them.
Life here was cool. i didnt complain abit even when booking in unlike what i did when i was stuck in tekong island. The food here was decent and we ahd ample rest. Main thing is that the people here was nice. But good things always don't last. 2 months passed by just in a blink of an eye. I learned through this that, don't al;ways take things for granted so i especiall y treasured my time while I'm in SI, especially the alst week. And i felt utterly sad when I'm leaving the place.
I was one of the unlucky one that got posted to 5SIR. Luck isn't on my side most of the time eh?
I hope as time passes by, I would get use to this place. I'm sorry to my friends or even people that followed or added me in twitter and facebook. I know i whine alot this few weeks. And, i didn't wanted that as well. But sometimes, I just can't believe all this shit happening to me. I can't even....
It's because i've gone through this shit again, so i don;'t want this to happen to me again. But certain things can't be help. So well, i will update here again soon though. And hopefully maybe after all these, i would come out as a better me and a more mature one as well.
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