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What is Guanwei?
Thursday, April 29, 2010 @ 10:51 PM
Copycat. what does this word signifies? What does this word mean to you?
Lack of originality and creativity? I disagree. To me, to copy is actually to learn from others, to gain more experience isn't it? You are aware of the skills that you lacked, thus 'copying' from others to self improve. Why not?
To say something in a sucky place is far from something sucky.
I.E -
A school in the neighbourhood is far from a neighbourhood school.
I'm somewhere full of shit is far from i'm shit!
Feeling down, emo, sad, discouraged are all part of our everyday life. Actually, to see the big picture, these are the things that makes your life memorable and an exciting one. If you constantly see urself as a failure, you wld be one and surrounded by many. To not, they would never approach you. Who dosen't wants his or her life to be an epic one? Who dosen't want to be able to live up his dream.
I have an ambition, to be a marine biologist, zoologist, teacher. Throw the first few away. -gist is not fated to be with me. Teacher, perhaps?
My fried ask me. Do you have ming xing meng?
To answer that, i do. I always wanted to be a singer. Not for the fame. But for the passion.
Yes, i always find it cool and awesome to be able to perform in front of the crowd. Thunders of applause accompanied with lightning that struck you give you infinite happiness,
Sitting down alone in the cafeteria would definietly set you thinking on random stuffs and thinking about yourself.
You say 'i know', they say 'we know', he say 'he knows' and she say 'she knows'.
But what exactly do you know? To start off with, do you even know yourself well?
Looking out, i saw a phrase. Dont ever judged!
**SNAP**
Any recollection thing to say?
If you ask me, what am I? Or should i say HOW am I?
I bet it sounds wierd.
I think i'm someone wierd. Not easy to get to know me well.
I dont say I CAN. But i believe with ahrdwork, i am able to achieve that.
I don't see the need to compete with one another, especially in my shoe, results. Live up to your own expectation. I think its enough. What's more important then being happy.
Competition never ENDS. Competing throughout your whole life. Won't you get sick of it? No matter who wins or lose. Happy = okayy! I dont know if any of you would agree this with me but this is exactly how i feel.
Something cross my mind ytd. People say money is not important when it comes to relationship with families with friends. Yet, its money that makes the whole world unease. How hyprocrite.
Me? Determined. So much till people finds it stubborn. I loves to be alone. Loneliness - it may seems to be a scary word to many but actually a plce for me to reflect on. Perhaps that are lots of dark corners around me. I will just wonder around, uninterested in many things. Not sad, not depress. A feeling that cannot be described in words. I dont give a hoot about that. It's okayy for me. As in, i think that's normal. Perfectly normal. For me.
JC life is tiring. Stressful. I always say i'm stress. But deep inside me. I dont know what's that. How does it feels. Sometimes, i really wonder how to respond to various types of condition. I know times where i'm unhappy or i'm happy, tired or not. But I can't sense alot of things. The suppression i had may be the reason of my behaviour today. Well a character that is hard for people to find out and hard for me to know.
That keeps my life going dosen't it.
* much effort made for the posts updated recently. I've been changin the way i write. i hope it helps. No more 'lors' and 'lehs'.
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