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Friday, April 16, 2010 @ 6:38 PM

Well. Yes, today's the release of the much anticipated A Level's Project Work Results.
I told my friends that i would cried if i did not get an A back.

1pm, Result Release. NYJC had 89.7% distinction. Our class had 23 As and 1B.
Guess what? I'm the B.

My teacher told us that we did well with 1 B. He looked at me. I prayed ahrd for that in stance that it wasn't me. He looked elsewhere, which gave me a sigh of relief. He said 'GuanWei'. Sorry, you didnt get the distinction. My heart totally sank, no one can understand how i felt that instant. The first thing that came across my mind wad "Why must it be me!?" I know it's selfish to think i that way, but i really really yearned for the A very much.

I wanted to cry so much when he announced my name. I hold back. I went up for my GP class. I couldn't take it anymore. I cried inside the toilet. Tears of disappointment. I really work very hard for that A. I rmbed vividly that i said "I just chiong lahs, heck care anything. just chiong for the A' last year. My hard work did not pay off. I came out of the toilet and many more comfort me. i cpouldn't take it and cried again. I hold back, i really tried. I dont want people to see the weak side of me. It had been a while since i cried due to disappointment.

Who would do 10 drafts for PI, sending him a new draft in just one day or striaght after school!? Who would find 10+ articles for him to choose and doing the EOM with 6 different articles before editting the best one!? Who would practice the oral presentation slides at home for an hour straight.

That time, i really think i shouldn't be getting a B. I feel annoyed. Why did i get B while those who did not get anything is able to get an A!? Yes, i feel happy for the class; especially my group that they scored distinction. I'm very sorry that because of me, we couldn't be the 13th class with full distinciton. I'm very sorry that because of me, when other teachers asked our class about our PW results, you guys did not dare to answer and not receiving compliments from them
Thanks alot for comforting me, i really appreciate ti. However, asking me not to be sad is smth hard for me. Esp when i put in alot of hard work into it! But no worries okay, i will be fine in a few days and im going all for it for the remaining subjects...

I promise.