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Addiction, Superficial
Tuesday, April 20, 2010 @ 7:06 PM
Superficial. The word to my misery felt. Well, if that's really the case, then i'm speechless.
Way it goes to the recycle bin, hope it dosent get recycled though.
Trip to second home would never be as peaceful as before. Instead, it had turn into a disaster. Influx of 'foreigners' to the cabin. So much that i had to pack myself like sardines.
Much thought came to me when i said the thing about boiling down to respect in my previous post. In today's multicultural society, and especially so in Singapore, racism as well as discrimination still exsist without us knowing. Singaporeans, or should i say most of them are superficial and speak without thinking of the consequences. Discrimination, Intolerance, Prejudice comes from the lack of mutual understanding one ahs for another as well as being self centred and righteous. In the culture we live in, we vie to champion everything, for superiority in everything! This includes things that are very personal - Race and Religion.
I think i've grown, to me at least. I learn that i live for myself and not for the sake of other people. I totally agree with this statement whenever i log in into my msn. If you live right, there's no need for a second time. I love to hang out with my friends, just as i like to be alone as well. Being alone spare me from accomodating from other people. As in, how many time and energy do i have to accomodate other people? Being out alone, im spared with the various emotions that i heed to express myself with. I seriously hate it when i'm too nice at times and let people ahve the opportunity to even think that i'm a pushover.
Well, lots of thinking going on through my mind now. I dont know, but i've been thinking about respecting others is respecting yourself. What goes around really come around. Indeed, dont ever doubt this. We loves rumours, and of course not forgetting the process as well. However, did we go overboard sometimes? Especially when all these badmouthing lead to the loss of dignity. To some, it dosen't requires much energy of theirs to do so. To some, it is just like their second nature. Well, no doubt it's fun. Who never badmouth about others before right?
Remember. When we point at someone else three fingers are pointing back at ourselves. What's the whole point eventually?
Oh man, i'm 18, a quarter of my life gone. Gonna really work doubly ot triplely hard as well as settling clear clear goals isnt it?
Making... Decisions , decisions ,decisions, decisions,decisions,decisions and MORE OF THEM FOR EVERYTHING! .
So here i sit, think envisioning what new loops of fire i need to jump through in the circus of life .
Life really sucks sometimes isnt it.
Thanks! I need some medicine to cure my addiction. Been posting so much lately hadnt i? Anw yes! Before i forget, Im sooo gonna post about my 18th birthday real soon. Sorry to those who wannt look or take the pictures. Had been busy, (ermm kinda) and i simply do not have the mood for the past few days, so be patient babies. I wanna watch Black Rose now. Im promise im gonna laugh my ass off!~
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